mY fiRst LuPh

Ketika senja mulai terbenam
malam pun menghampiri ku
angin berhembus , , ,
menerpa belaian rambutku
aku pun termenung
diatas ranjang bambu
ku menerawang langit yang mulai gelap
betapa damainya hati ini

bintang yang setia menemani bulan
membuatku iri, , ,
andai saja waktu bisa terulang
aku takkan melepasmu
namun semua itu mustahil
karena kutau kita tak mungkin bersama
walau perasaan kita sama, , , , , ,

plaaaaaaaakKk , , , , , ,



akupun tersentak, , ,
sosok pria tampan
membuyarkan lamunku

dia yang kini menemani hidupku
meskipun aku bersmanya
namun , , ,
cintaku tetap untukmu

yang ku ingin saat ini
mimpiku bisa terwujud
meskipun butuh waktu yang lama . . .


bye , , , , , ,

My c0ñfusi0ñ

Här¡"q pÑuh kPålSuañ,.aP yG akU rAsakaÑ sKrG aku tK tEu
HaTi ne mEñGådU,.tP tAk tEu kEmAña..
Apa aKu kAn tEruZ beRtaHan dLm kEbiMbanGanKu???
H0w c0ulD thiS haPpeN to mE..?

April,11 2009

MILLION TEARS

I wanna know where you belong
i wanna know why i sing this song
i try to show how much i feel
is that a dream or is it real,?

i never look where you belong
until i'm gonna sing my song
is it lie or is it true,?
so many tears i've cried for you

my million tears for you...............

a million taers that i have cried
i wish you where right by my side

i try to show how much i care
believe me in me will be there
i never knew where you belong
whenever you just heaR my song

once again my million tears for you , , , , , , , , , , ,

BIG" GIRL

I'm a big" girl in a big" world
it's not a big" thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i too too will MISS U MUCH,,,

i can see the first leaf falling
it's all yellow and nice
it's so very cold outside
like the way i'm felling inside

i'm a big" girl in a big" world
it's not a big" thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i too too will miSs U mUcH, , ,

outside it's now raining and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen,?
why did it all have to end,?

i've your arms around me
ooooh like fire
but when i open my eyes you're gone , , , , ,

bLinD

gEliAt rEsaH beRjiNgkAt
iNdaH muLai mEmuDar
mEnjeLma mJd sEtan deRita
pUtih taK lagi sUci dAn beRsih
hiTaM seLimuTi kEkOsonGan jiWa
hAti taK haNya haNcuR bErkePing-kEping
nAmun jg meNjeLma jD abU
biaR tERtiup bAdai dErita
peRgi jAuh dR hiDupku
diSudut pEkat mAlam
kU tinGgaLkan seMua baYang sEmu

mY_DiE

aPril,7 '09
Masih teringat saat itu...

hati ini mengadu,,,begitu gelisah n tak tau mengapa,,,
kau datang membawa pilu,,
bagaikan panah menusuk jantungku
bukanlah kata cinta,,,
tapi perpisahan yang terucap
kau hancurkan hatiku begitu saja setelah apa yang terjadi diantara kita

rasa itu tiba" datang menyerangku
begitu menyayat hati,,,
pandangan mata berkunang-kunang
nafaspun jd begitu cepat
malam pun jadi begitu dingin
siang semakin menjauh pandangan

kata yang terucap dari bibirmu
menghancurkan seluruh hidupku
betapa mudahnya kau memutuzkan semua itu
tanpa kau pedulikan perasaanku

ku tak menyangka 'dy' bisa semudah itu mengambil tempatku di hatimu
kau pun hanya terdiam membiarkan semua milikku dirampaz olehnya
aku pun terpaku dgn kediamanmu

sekali lagi kau telah hancurkan hati dan cintaku, , ,

menQ

tHat'S us . . . .

bE a ChiLD

it's me...
feEls bE a cHild
tHeRe'S nOT a pRobLem in mY liFe
nOthiNg sAdnEsS, , ,JuSt mE aNd haPpY...

I'm siNglE,,i'm vErY HappY

mY hEarT cRieD

It's hurt
when i remembered all about us
It's tired
when i tried to find other you
you left with a hundred hope
you are gone with a thousand why
pain and suffer
was my friend for the moment

i miss the way you smile
i miss the way you see me
i miss the way you call my name

i never imagine
that i've made a big mistake

now,,,,
i'm standing here
still lost in my way
hopefully an angel come
and give me a right
although sometimes i want your breath
and your soul
come to my life
but just let me make it real
only in my dream

my heart cried, , , ,

fOr mY wOndErFul bOy

There have been many time in our life
when we have seemed to be in different world
we are very different in many ways
but we are also much the same in others
which is to be expected
but the most important fact remains
you can call me at the moment notice
and i'll drop everything to come to you
I LOVE YOU........more than i could ever tell you

My luV

We aGaiN n LosT tHinGs eVerYday bUt TrUst mE oN onE ThiNG
YOU...!
wiLL bE aLwayS iN mY HeART
peOpLe liVe,,,pEopLe diE,,,peOple lOugH,,,PeOple cRy
sOme giVe uP,,SomE wiLL tRy,,sOme sAy hii,,soMe saY goOdbYe
oTHer's maY FoRgeT BuT neiTher dO i
cUz I LOVE U,,
sO dReam eveRy niGht 'bOut Us
yOur sMile,,yOur kiSS,,YOur loUgh,,youR hUgE
'N of cOurSe yOur LOve
tHe bEst tHiNg in mY lifE iS toO hAve yOu iN mY eNtiRe LifE
,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
fOrevEr,,,EveR,,,'N aFteR